A message will appear here from time to time if I can't be in touch with you. I'll post the newest at the top so you won't have to scroll too much. Hugs and many kisses, XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO.
Happy Birthday to the most beautiful woman I have ever had the pleasure
I find myself once again wishing you a happy birthday from afar.
So much so I feel like I havenít seen you in for what seems like
has been over a month since Iíve seen and talked with you, over a year since I
held you, longer since Iíve kissed you.
Constantly thinking of you, I find myself drawn even more to you than I
I once told you Iíd wait for you knowing our day would one day come.
I wonder if you really know how much you mean to me, how much I want you
in my life, how I do believe we were meant to be together, the definition of
ĎSoul matesí truly meant for each other.
I can only sit and wonder how you feel about me as I pine for you,
wishing for those two words Iíve spoken to you about. From your lips to my
ears: ďIím readyĒ.
Such a fantasy world I live in when it comes to you. Always on my mind, in my heart, a part of my soul and I miss you more than any words can convey on this page yet I know it has to be this way, for now. Iíll never give up on you; I hope youíll never give up on me.
Once again it was such a treat to see you, talk with you, be in your company for several hours. It would have been nice if we were alone, of course, but I'll take it. Hopefully we'll be able to spend more time together, more often. I have added more art work to the 'Kisses' page; as I sit here and type of hopes and dreams of 'Us' I smile knowing in my heart, truly, that 'Our Day Will Come'. I miss you, Gorgeous. XOXOXOXOXOXO
Every message I post seems to say the same things: I miss you, I need you, I want you in my life, I love you and everything about you, I want to kiss and hold you always. I talk of wanting to spend all my time with you when 'our day will come'. I mean it all, I can't wait for our day to come. While I dream of spending 365/24/7 with you, if I could only spend one day with you, it would be today. I would shower you with affection, pamper you, wait on you hand and foot. You deserve that kind of treatment everyday and while it of course would be impossible for me to keep it up forever you must know I would try to be everything to you every second of every day. On this special day I miss you terribly, so much so I feel completely empty without you here with me. Oh, Baby, how I long and dream to be with you on this day. Happy Birthday, Gorgeous. Sleep peacefully. XOXOXOXOXOXOXO
Your birthday, my Darling, is a special day,
From heaven the angels sent you to show the way,
For the rest of us to be kind and true in all we do and say.
A role model, a gorgeous model, a model of womanhood,
So beautiful, both in and out, so caring, loving and good,
I ask you now to make a wish, a birthday 'must' to do,
Please wish that I will always spend every day with you.
Happy Birthday, Sweetness. I Miss You!
Good Morning Gorgeous,
Another early morning (1:55 AM) I sit and pine for you, write to you, miss you so much. Haven't seen you in four days but did get a chance to talk to you for several minutes yesterday afternoon. To hear your sweet voice was so wonderful, to hear you tell me you miss me and sad because we couldn't meet up later in the day was the highlight of my week. I wanted to see you but couldn't. I just wanted you to know how much I am thinking of you on this holiday night/morning. It must be the full moon pulling on me, the thought of the two of us together on a full moon lit night is a delightful fantasy. Hopefully I'll get a chance to see you sometime soon. Sweet dreams, mine will be of holding you, kissing you and letting you know how much I love you. Good night, My Love. XOXOXOXOXOXOXO
Good Morning Sweetness,
Once again I sit and write on another late night/early morning. I want to tell you how much I enjoyed our short but delightful meeting the other night. Five minutes tops but I got to hold and then kiss your soft hands as well as a quick and tasty kiss on your sweet lips. Mmm...oh my Love, I can still taste your delicious kiss. I'm ecstatic because of it; I'm also so happy because I was able to talk with you everyday this week. To hear your lovely voice is always a treat, something I'll never tire of; to hear you tell me some of the thoughts, dreams and fantasies you have of me and 'Us' is at times unbelievable. Why? Because to hear you talk of how wonderful we could and will be together is a dream come true on my end. I love to hear you talk of those things because I'm so in love with you and who you are, all that you are. I think of spending all my time with you everyday. I dream of our togetherness every night. I long for you, pine for you, miss you more than I've ever missed anyone, ever. I feel so alone without you, so alive when I'm with you, even when so many others are around. I will always feel this way about you: needing, wanting and loving you every second of my existence. Sleep well with sweet dreams, my Darling. I can't wait to hear from you, nor can I wait to hold you in my arms while I'm kissing your sweet lips again. Good night, Gorgeous. XOXOXOXOXOXOXO
Good Morning My Love,
Yes, it's early in the morning, after one am. I was able to spend several hours in the same place with you tonight, with a group of course, but you were stunning, gorgeous, the total package of a beautiful woman, the most beautiful woman there from head to toe. I wish I had more time to talk with you, to touch your softness, but I'll take what I can get. I'll be hearing from you in a couple of days, I can't wait to have your wonderful voice on the other end of the line. Sweet dreams for now. I Love You, Gorgeous. XOXOXOXOXOXOXO
I just wanted to tell you how much I enjoyed seeing you and talking with you for a few minutes the other evenings. The first late afternoon, as you were riding your bike I was able to see you and converse with you, even have a quick, delicious, tasty, yummy kiss. Oh Babe, I do love kissing you. Then, to see you again the next night was also such a delight. As I mentioned in the message I sent you, I do absolutely love it when I look at you and all you (and me too) can do is just look and smile practically the whole time we are together. I mean, we are just so totally happy to be in each other's company, it's as if, for those few precious moments, there's no one else in the world who counts, only you and me. If only that were true. Anyway, back to reality, I will put up '62' very soon and walk you through the fantasy that is 'Us', the total adoration I have for you, the love in my heart and soul that is for you and only you. Words on these pages cannot, and will never be able, to express just how much love I have for you. As I've said before, it's just IN me. Sweet dreams, Gorgeous, I do love you so. XOXOXOXOXOXOXO
Such a delightful treat to see you tonight and be able to talk to you for about thirty minutes, to touch your warm hands and soft cheek, to hear your voice and those wonderful words you spoke to me, those sweet words of your thoughts and dreams of 'Us'. I do love it so much knowing you think the same as I do. You were your usual stunning self, breathtakingly gorgeous, just so beautiful I couldn't take my eyes off you. I wanted so much to hold you, kiss you, tell you I love you. That day will come, I just hope it comes sooner rather than later. I'll be holding you in my dreams tonight, Gorgeous. Sleep peacefully. XOXOXOXOXOXOXO
Good Evening My Love,
I do take so much pleasure in referring to you as 'My Love', I hope you smile whenever you see or hear it, too. All the different ways I refer to you: Gorgeous, Beautiful, Darling, Babe, Baby, Doll Face, Sweetness and the rest, none of them can do justice in describing your beauty, both inner and outer. I just wanted to let you know how much I love it when I get to see you. Just once, I wish I could use your real name on these pages, let the world know with whom I'm in love. Oh, don't worry Gorgeous, you know I'd never compromise, jeopardize or hurt you in anyway unless those longing, loving glances and quick touches I try to steal when we're together are picked up by others accidentally. I do try to be as careful and discreet as possible but sometimes when I'm around you and you're looking so stunning I just can't help myself. One day we will be the loving couple I so long for us to be.
The other night, even though for only a few minutes was heaven. Why? Because you told me you rode your bike by where I was to be and didn't see me so you went for a quick ride and then came back and I was there. That you would take the time to do that, to come back and look for me, then hold my hand, stroke it softly and make me feel as if the only two people on the planet at that moment, for those few precious minutes, is 'Us' makes me happier than one person should be allowed to be. To hear you say I'd probably get tired of you if we were together made me chuckle. Know this if nothing else: I'd never tire of you, of hearing you, seeing you, touching you, holding you, tasting your kisses. I want you by my side all the time for all time.
I saw you again the next night, stunningly gorgeous as usual, beautiful, just beautiful from head to toes. Missed you the next night but saw you again the next for about an hour, still gorgeous, still stunning, still looking so absolutely delicious from silky hair to painted toes (loved your shoes!).
As I write this I haven't seen you today yet, probably won't. Even though I've seen you and talked with you a few minutes three out of five days, I'm so lonely without you, without hearing from you or seeing you, I miss you so very much. I doubt I'll see or hear from you tomorrow but I want you to know you're with me in my mind, my heart, my soul, my very being. While our being together is a dream at present, the feeling of love I have for you is so very real as is the idea of 'our day will come'. I do adore you and all that you are, want you in my arms forever. I Love You, Gorgeous. XOXOXOXOXOXOXO
Good Afternoon Babe,
Five nights ago we were together, with others as usual, and I was in heaven to have you so near me for several hours. It was a fun night, I got to touch you ever so lightly, gaze in amazement at just how beautiful you really are, allow myself to be mesmerized by your smile, your laugh, your goodness and kindness. Even though we parted later that night, you were still with me as I drifted off, dreaming of holding you in my arms all night, gazing at your gorgeousness as you slept in the dim light of night, stroking your silky hair, listening to your soft breathing and wishing dawn would never arrive so I wouldn't have to let go of you as you awaken to greet the new day. That was the fantasy I so much wanted to become reality.
It's been four long, lonely days since that night, since I've seen your gorgeous face, heard your beautiful voice, wonderful laugh, touched your warm hand, hugged your softness. Four days without a call, text or message, four days without having laid my eyes on your stunning self. Four days that seem like four months. I miss you! I truly miss you so much it hurts. I know you're busy, I know you have others that need your attention, I can only hope you're missing me as much as I'm missing you. I've had my phone on 24/7 hoping to hear from you. Business has taken me past your house for the past couple of days, coming and going, you've got to know how much I want to stop in and see you, hold you, kiss your sweet lips, but of course I cannot. Ah yes, once again, so close yet so far. How ever long it is until I see you again, let me reinforce my hopes, my dreams of 'Us': I adore you, everything about you, everything that you are, long to be with you, need you in my life, know that our day will come. Hopefully I'll get to see you for a few minutes tomorrow evening, if not I'll see you in a few days. Sweet dreams, my Love, I'll be seeing you in mine. XOXOXOXOXOXOXO
Hello again Beautiful,
I saw you two days ago after your bike ride, we talked for a few minutes, you were as usual so pretty even in workout attire, perspiring, no make up but gorgeous non the less. I told you about waiting for you, you gave me the reason why you didn't ride that day. Regardless of the reason, I just love it when I get to see you in person, talk for a few minutes, maybe touch your hand or leg, hug you hello, hug you goodbye with a quick stolen kiss on the cheek. Just having you in my presence is a delight, in fact, if only I hear your voice on the phone is still delightful because it's YOU and you had taken the time to call me. Today you called early, a wonderful surprise because I didn't see or hear from you yesterday at all. I was surprised to hear you were riding your bike and never let me know you were in the area. You told me, in fact, that you didn't call because you felt bad I had waited for two hours thinking you would be riding and you never showed up a couple of days ago. My Darling Genuine Gorgeous Girl! Never in anything you do, think or say, would you be in any way 'bothering' me, you know I'll always find a way to come to you, even if only for a few minutes, if I hear from you. I was disappointed you were so near and I wasn't aware, the whole time wondering why I hadn't heard from you you were riding your bike. So call me! I want to hear your voice, need to hear your laugh, adore you and all that you are, love being in your company. Hopefully I'll see you later tonight. XOXOXOXOXOXOXO
Good Evening Gorgeous,
I had a rough day without you today. Yesterday, once again to my surprise, you knocked on my door and there you were! I love it when you just seem to show up out of nowhere. I met you a few minutes later, we talked, we laughed, we connected in person once again for a good while. It's such a delight because we've been together, with others of course; I've been able to see you for several days. You told me you'd be riding your bike this morning, about the same time as yesterday. So, I made it a point to be in the area, just knowing I'd see you come along, riding, hair flying in the wind, smiling, wanting to be where I am as much as I want you to be there. I waited, believe it or not, I was back and forth for over two hours looking for you. I finally gave up when I knew it would be time for you to get back home. I thought I'd get a phone call or a text, but it was not to be. I saw you online twice later in the day and evening but didn't want to try to contact you for obvious reasons we've discussed so many times. I can only hope you are missing me as much as I'm missing you tonight. When it comes to you not being where I can look at you and touch you I find myself feeling so sad without you, so empty. When we are together, when our day comes, I will always remember how I felt without you, that's why all of our time together will be so special, why I'll always want you so near to me. Oh my Darling, I want to hold you close, kiss you long and gently, caress you ever so softly. I'll be dreaming that very dream tonight, I hope you will be, too. Sweet dreams, Gorgeous, maybe I'll hear from you tomorrow. XOXOXOXOXOXOXO
You just left. Such a wonderful surprise to see you, I never expected it on this evening but welcome every second of your company. Even though we were outside in full view of anyone and everyone, I love that you more or less threw caution to the wind and stayed with me for as long as you did. I especially loved you letting me give you a foot rub, you seem to enjoy me caressing your feet and toes as much as I enjoy doing it. That's why I keep saying I adore you and everything about you: physically from your soft, silky hair to the tips of your smooth, cute toes and every part of you in between you are a goddess, a treat for my eyes. You're just so gorgeous, so sexy, I can't take my eyes off you. Inside: your heart, your mind, your spirit, your very being is just as gorgeous as you are on the outside. Always so thoughtful, kind, caring, graceful and so ladylike. "Love Ya!".
You're gone now, had to go for so many different reasons. I get it, but I miss you already. I can't wait to see you again, to talk to you again. Can't wait to touch you again, to hold you and kiss you again. Goodnight Gorgeous, I hope you have sweet dreams of us, I know I will. XOXOXOXOXOXOXO
So glad we were able to talk earlier in the day both in person and on the phone afterwards. Then I was able to see you again later in the evening for a few minutes. Your touch, so light, so gentle, so heavenly. I love to see you, touch you, hear your lovely voice and the wonderful thoughts you convey to me. To see you is ecstasy, to watch you leave after only a few minutes breaks my heart. Once again, we're so close, yet so far. But, as you know, I get it. And, I know our day is coming. I know you're thinking of me and feeling for me what I think and feel about you. I can see us in that swing together, feel us in that swing. I miss you, Babe. XOXOXOXOXOXOXO
I missed another call from you this morning. I hate it that I didn't get the chance to talk with you. I was in a fairly noiseless environment and yet I still missed your call, saw the voicemail symbol, checked the message and heard your lovely voice telling me you'd call later. I guess you didn't get the chance. You were able to text me back later in the day and that picked me up. I'm sorry once again that I missed your first call, it pains me to know you tried to contact me and I didn't get to answer. Hopefully we'll be able to connect tomorrow, I need the pick me up that only you can provide. I can't wait to hear your voice and all the goodness and kindness that your words convey to me. Once again, or should I say still, I'm missing you and all that is you this night. Sweet dreams, Gorgeous. XOXOXOXOXOXOXO
I can't believe I missed your text in mid-afternoon yesterday. Phone in my pocket at the time you sent it, set on vibrate and I still missed it. In fact, it didn't show up on my phone until this morning when I turned it back on, I don't know why it took so long for it to show up. I'm sorry, you know I live for any kind of contact from you, cherish every second of them. I was disappointed yesterday morning when I saw you for only a fleeting moment and you couldn't or wouldn't stay for even a few minutes. I know the reason why; this is the second time another was near and messed up my chance to spend a few minutes with you. Just remember: not a moment goes by in my day that I don't have you on my mind, in my heart and in my very being. My Love, I adore you, truly adore you and all there is of you. I have some more to say, I'm going to write and then put up '57' shortly. I miss you, Gorgeous. XOXOXOXOXOXOXO
Good Morning Doll Face,
It was such a treat to be able to spend a few minutes with you the other day after your phone call and when I saw you riding your bike. It seems I'm always repeating myself but you were so gorgeous, even in workout attire, no make up, perspiring from the exercise. I love your looks, love your heart, love your spirit. I was certain I'd hear from you again, even if only a short text, but other than some of what I've seen online, I've heard nothing from you and I don't want to contact you for the reasons we discussed here and in person before. But, my Darling Genuine Gorgeous Girl, I must tell you: I miss you so much. I miss hearing your voice, the wonderful words you say to me, and of course I miss your beautiful face and smile. My heart has started to rise up into my throat, that feeling of emptiness, of loneliness, of needing the sound of your sweet voice in my ear.
Just as I'm writing this the phone rings and it's you! Perfectly timed, no longer am I sad, I'm ecstatic! A few minutes of you is all I need to pick me back up. It will be truly amazing when our day comes and I can feel the way I feel this very minute for the rest of my life as I'm spending it with you. I do adore you and everything about you so, so much, Gorgeous. XOXOXOXOXOXOXO
Good Afternoon Gorgeous,
Your text this morning was short but oh so welcomed! It seems we've been unable to connect over the past few days, tonight is no exception. You'll be one place and I'll be another, yet I'll be longing for you and wishing I was with you all night. Too many others to attend to, too many obligations for both of us. I want to be with you, tonight and every night. As long as you know that I'd rather be with you than anyone else is all that matters. I do love you so, Gorgeous. I miss you and all that is you. XOXOXOXOXOXOXO
Hey there Beautiful,
I've been thinking of you, of course, the last two days wondering if all is well with you. I thought about you all day today and yesterday and I wanted you to know. I miss you, really miss talking to you, hearing your voice. I carry the phone with me all day from early morning until late at night hoping you'll find a minute to call or text and say hello. Maybe tomorrow? I sure hope so. If not, just know that I love to hear your voice, even if only for a few seconds, my heart soars when I get a text. I adore you and all there is to know of you, I can't ever get enough of you. I can't wait to have you in my arms again. Sweet dreams, Darling, hopefully I'll hear from you soon. XOXOXOXOXOXOXO
Hello again Gorgeous,
After I had written and posted the message just below this one, I was pleasantly surprised when you contacted me online, my spirits were lifted immediately. I sometimes wonder whether all is well with you when I don't hear from you for a day or two. I know I shouldn't think that way, but I do at times only because I want only the best for you, no worries, no troubles, no hassles. Besides, I miss you so much anyway, not hearing from you only compounds my loneliness without you.
Your call today was wonderful. I'm not going to rehash it all here but I want to finish my thoughts that were interrupted when you had to go. When I call you Gorgeous or tell you how beautiful, how gorgeous you are, I am of course referring to your physical appearance, your loveliness. But I'm also talking about your 'inner beauty', your kindness and caring, your thoughtfulness, your gracefulness and of course your total femininity. You're all woman, all girl, everything a man could possibly want in a soulmate. We are and will always be, inseparable. I truly can envision our togetherness, our oneness that will keep us in our total happiness. I want to just take hold of you and cuddle with you all day long! Stroke your soft, silky hair, trace your features with my fingers, hug you, hold you, never let go of you. I imagine doing these things with you as we talk softly, whisper secrets as we get to really know each other. And of course we will enjoy those long, gentle and passionate kisses between the stories of our lives told to each other. While I've said many times how much I adore you and can never get enough of you, I want you to know that you make me so happy knowing you're thinking of me as much as I am you, hoping and dreaming, as I am, that our day will come. Good night, Darling, I'll be seeing you in my dreams tonight. XOXOXOXOXOXOXO
I was hoping to hear from you today but you must have been really busy. I thought maybe you'd find a minute or two to send a text, just a quick 'hi' to let me know you're thinking of me. Knowing how you felt two day ago, that minute alone must not have presented itself to you. On this end I can only say this: I miss you! I miss your lovely voice, your soothing, kind words, your thoughts, your hopes, your dreams, those wonderful things you tell me about 'Us'. I came so very close to trying to contact you by text, then saw you were online and thought about a message that way, but decided not to, I must let you get in touch with me when you feel comfortable, I don't want to jeopardize you in any way. Hopefully you'll be able to find a minute or two tomorrow. In the meantime, maybe you'll get a chance to read this page and know how I'm feeling about you tonight (as I am every night!) I'll just have to close my eyes and visualize your gorgeous self in my mind, dream of you as I sleep tonight. Missing, needing, wanting and loving you this night as I am every night, Gorgeous. Sweet, sweet dreams. Our day will come. XOXOXOXOXOXOXO
Hello My Darling,
I was so pleasantly surprised when you called me. I was sure you'd be so occupied with your own commitments that I wouldn't hear from you, but once again you found a way to contact me. The words you spoke to me, your thoughts, your dreams, your wants, everything that came from your mind and your heart makes me feel so young, so alive and so much more in love with you. I didn't know I could have this much love in me for any woman, but my Love, all that I have I will give to you forever. To hear you tell me how much you miss me lets me know that when our day comes will be well worth the wait. To hold you in my arms for as long as I want, for as long as you want, to be able to kiss your sweet, delicious lips; to be able to cuddle and snuggle with you, caress you, stroke your beautiful hair and love you over and over until we're both exhausted and fall asleep with you in my arms: oh, Gorgeous, how I long for you! How I pine for you! How I need you and all that you are, how I want you. I miss you so much more today than yesterday, I've fallen even deeper in love with you because of your thoughts you express to me. How much longer must I live my life for others when I want to live it with you? Sweet and peaceful dreams, Beautiful. I have you in my mind, heart and soul this night. I adore you and all that you are, everything about you, I can't wait to see you again. XOXOXOXOXOXOXO
Good Morning Baby,
I was hoping to run into you last night, thinking it would happen, trying to wish you into the room. I kept looking toward the door, wanting to see you come walking in. But, alas, 'twas not to be so I headed home earlier than the usual closing time. As I was sitting there, looking around the room, there were many women there, some young, some not so young. I must tell you none of them were as beautiful or graceful as you; none of them even came close to you. I missed you last night, I miss you today, I'll always miss you even if we've been together for hours, days, weeks: the second we part I'll be missing you and all that is you. I can't wait to spend all of our time together, my Love, I can feel it, our day will come. Always adoring you and everything about you, Gorgeous. XOXOXOXOXOXOXO
It was such a treat to hear your lovely voice twice today, even better to have you tell me your thoughts and dreams. I was looking forward to hearing you one more time before the day was over, I assume you got tied up and couldn't call again. I love it when you call me, love the sound of your voice, love the wonderful things you say to me, love everything about you. Our day will come, my Love, and our life together will be heavenly. Miss you, Gorgeous. XOXOXOXOXOXOXO
Good Evening My Love,
I'm sitting here thinking about just what you're doing this evening and missing you more than I've ever missed anyone in my entire life. I was thinking about going out tonight, there's good musical entertainment at one of the venues we frequent. I was going to text you to let you know, thought better of it, then decided to stay home. As much as I'd like to see you this night I know you wouldn't be alone, nor would I; I want to hold you in my arms and kiss you long and passionately but instead I'll dream of you, fantasize about our kissing and hope to see you soon. Again I wonder if you really know just how much I adore you and everything that is you. I continue to be positive in thinking all that we can and will be together when our day does come. Sleep well, Gorgeous. XOXOXOXOXOXOXO
Hi Again Babe,
Well, I tried to catch up with you several times but kept missing you. I came by at the time you said you'd be there but you were late. I came by again and saw you going into the door almost an hour later than I had expected. After running a few errands, I came back by at the time you said you'd be finished and you were still otherwise occupied. At 25 past the hour I figured you'd have to run home anyway so I gave up. Just wanted to tell you that I tried several times because, as you know, I'm always all about you, day and night. Sweet dreams, Gorgeous. Sorry I missed you this night. XOXOXOXOXOXOXO
Hey There Gorgeous!
What a pleasant surprise to run into you when I least expected it! Such a treat to see your drop-dead gorgeous little self. I love, love, love it when I can feast my eyes on your exquisiteness. I only wish I could have seen you a bit sooner, then we could have stolen away for a few minutes and I could have tasted those sweet kisses I''ve been longing for.
It doesn't matter if you're hot, sweaty and tired after a workout on your bike ride or if you're in evening attire. As long as it's YOU I'm able to be with and look upon, I'm happy, happy, happy! And you're stunning always. I wonder sometimes if you really do get just how much I do adore you and everything about you, my Love, truly I do adore you. Our day is coming, I know it, I can feel it. Oh, how I miss you already and want you in my arms, want to be able to kiss your sweetness this very instant. Sweet dreams, Gorgeous. XOXOXOXOXOXOXO
It was such a treat to not only see you but to be able to sit with you, talk with you and just feel so comfortable having you there with me. I wanted to get there sooner, knowing we would be able to spend some time together. Others were there of course but as I have said before, I love just being in the same room with you. To be able to spend several hours with you was the highlight of my weekend. You were stunning, no surprise there, as you are always gorgeous. I enjoy myself immensely just looking at you and your beautiful features: soft, silky hair, tanned skin, gorgeous face, toned body, your manicured nails and pedicure on your cute toes,the whole package that is you is so lovely. We shared some laughs and generally had a good time but oh, my Love, how I was wishing the whole time how wonderful it would be if, when we all started leaving, you and I would be heading home together so I'd be able to hold you in my arms and love you as you should be loved: long but gently and oh so passionately. My fantasy of 'Us', a dream of our togetherness, is something I will live and relive over and over until our day does finally come. Seeing you this night, I can only hope it will come sooner rather than later. Until that day, just know that wherever and whenever I go, I carry you in my heart, mind and in my very being. I adore you, my Genuine Gorgeous Girl, totally adore you and everything you are, everything about you. Sweet dreams of 'Us', I miss you. XOXOXOXOXOXOXO
Good Morning Beautiful,
Yes, it's either very early in the morning or late at night. At any rate it's dark, it's after midnight and I'm here alone having a few drinks and thinking of you, dreaming of 'Us'. It's only been two days since we talked, one day since we messaged, I've stayed busy but not having any contact with you hurts my heart. I miss your voice, your laugh, you sharing your thoughts and ideas, your hopes and dreams. I miss hearing the tone in your voice that lets me know you wish you were and want to be, with me. It's been weeks since I've seen you, months since I've held and kissed you, but at least when I can hear your voice I feel good knowing you're on the same page with me. I look up at night, I share the night sky with you. I close my eyes, I share my dreams with you. When I awaken in the morning, I share my fantasy of having you in my arms, greeting the day with your beautiful smile. On this long weekend I miss you so much, Gorgeous. Sweet dreams, my Love. XOXOXOXOXOXOXO
Good Evening Sweetness,
It was good to see you yesterday, if only for a few minutes. I loved your dayglo/fluorescent bike riding outfit with the nice yoga pants, it shows off your gorgeous curves very nicely. Even in workout/exercise/bike riding attire you are stunningly beautiful. I wanted to take you in my arms and kiss you passionately but gently and for a very long time. I am always dreaming this fantasy of you and me, 'Us'... I must continue to think positively, continue to believe "Our Day Will Come". And my Love, it will!
Today, your phone call was heavenly, your voice beautiful, your words so uplifting. I love our conversations, I love the thought of you wanting to talk to me daily, thinking of me constantly as I am thinking of you always. Sweet dreams, Gorgeous, sleep well and peacefully. Oh, how I miss you! XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO.
It was a nice treat to be able to spend a few minutes with you last night. You were your usual gorgeously stunning self and I thoroughly enjoyed our conversation, especially the "Let's Go Somewhere!" part even though we both knew it wasn't going to happen. I love seeing you, love talking to you, love touching your hand, cheek, hugging you and of course kissing you, if only a brief peck on the cheek. You are one amazing women, beautiful on the outside, beautiful on the inside and, yes, I do love you so. I only wish we could spend much more time together.
Today, I heard the phone on the last ring and when I answered, you were gone. I immediately called you back but you didn't pick up. I was so upset, I waited all day to hear from you and when you called I was doing something so noisy I didn't hear the phone until the last ring. Sorry I missed you, I can't wait to hear from you again, hopefully tomorrow.
It's close to midnight, time to get to bed. Sweet dreams, my Darling, I'll be seeing you in mine. I miss you so much. XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO.
Good Evening Gorgeous,
Another night, another quick visit together. You are stunning, mesmerizing, gorgeous on the outside; kind, good, and caring on the inside. Always graceful, always a lady. So beautiful! I love touching and caressing your hand, I love looking into your eyes, I love hearing your voice. I told you I love you, something I've been holding back because I think it still makes you uncomfortable. You said "I know you think you do". I can't have these thoughts and these feelings, day in and day out, night after night, all of them all about you always and it not be love, head over heels, heart-throbbing, lump in my throat love. I can't have this much heartache when we're not together, when I can't see you, I can't possibly miss you this much mere seconds after we part or after we hang up the phone; it has to be more than infatuation or like or fondness or a friendship of and for you, the feeling of all I am being all about you always, never having felt this way for any woman ever in my life, can't get enough of you, totally adoring you and everything about you no secrets totally in love with you love. As I've said before it's just IN me. One day when I can really be myself around you and not have to worry about whether someone we know might see us conversing in a parking lot somewhere, you'll finally see that what I feel about you is more than what 'I think I do'. You'll know, in your heart then, as I do now, that what I feel for you is truly love, unconditional and forever. I can hardly wait for that day to come, I want that day to come sooner rather than later. Sweet dreams, Gorgeous. I miss you so very much. XOXOXOXOXO
My Genuine Gorgeous Girl,
I am with you in spirit this night. I have you constantly on my mind as you go through this trying time, I wish I could be with you to help you through it. Just know you're not alone, I'm here for you should you want my support, a phone call away, ten minutes and I'm where you are. Sleep peacefully, My Love.
To see you tonight was such a delightful treat, to touch your hand even more so, to kiss your sweet lips, your warm, delicious mouth, a dessert fit for a king. Too bad it was so short a time together, I could have spent hours gazing into your beautiful eyes, stroking your hair, caressing your softness, kissing you, loving you. Oh, My Love, how I want you this night! I hope you have sweet dreams of 'Us', Darling. I know I will...XOXOXOXO
Good Evening Sweetness,
The last line I wrote in '50' touched on possibly seeing you riding your bike in the neighborhood and how much I loved being able to hug and kiss you albeit ever so briefly over the weekend. Today, as I was heading home, there you were, on your bicycle, working out, drop dead gorgeous in exercise attire, pony-tail flying, stunning. To see you is a treat, to talk to you a gift, then to kiss you, twice, heavenly. Time was tight, the togetherness short but oh so delicious! This feeling, this bond we are sharing between us makes for a total euphoria, a happiness like I've never known before. I can only dream, imagine, fantasize about how wonderful it will be when we can truly become a loving couple, 'Us' forever.
Tonight I will whisper 'Good Night' to you as I close my eyes, drift off with the vision of your loveliness in my mind, dream of the two of us together, then awaken with 'Good Morning, My Love' meant for you as I imagine just how beautiful you are in the early light of day, smiling and happy knowing you are so loved by me, a strong, yet gentle, intimate, passionate, committed and true love. I just know in my heart our day will come. Good night, Gorgeous. XOXOXOXO
P.S. I loved my texts from you today. More kisses on your tasty lips...
Good Morning Gorgeous,
Yes, it's after midnight once again so it's morning. I just had to tell you how much I absolutely love the conversation we had today and yesterday. I mean, all of our conversations are fabulous, if for no other reason than you take the time to call me. But to hear those wonderful thoughts put into words and have you speak them to me is so much a part of this dream of 'Us' I have coming true I feel like I should pinch myself to make sure I'm awake. I want to reach through the phone, take you in my arms and hold you, kiss you, love you as you should be loved, as we should be loving each other, always touching, always together, inseparable, bonded, soulmates. I truly cannot ever get enough of you. I adore you and always will. Good night, My Love, I am missing you more than ever this night. Sweet, sweet dreams, Sweetness. XOXOXO.
Good Evening My Darling,
I received your short but oh so sweet text about an hour after you sent it, I was reluctant to reply for fear of your phone ringing or beeping and causing you undue trouble. I just wanted you to know that I got it, I loved it and I feel the same way, not just on this night, but every second of every day and night. I want you, too. For eternity. I can still taste your delicious kisses and long for the day when we can share another long and passionate embrace and kiss that will lead to so much more: hours of our blissful lovemaking.
I put up '49' along with this message, one day the writing will stop because anything I have to say to you I can say as I'm holding you in my arms. Sweet dreams My Love, XOXOXO.
I Love You * I Need You * I Want You * I Miss You
Hello My Love,
Yes, you are "My Love", so very much so I can almost feel your warmth, taste your sweetness and see your gorgeous face when I close my eyes. Yet, when I open them, I miss you so much as to be heartsick. Really, not having contact with you for three days is truly miserable. Still my love for you grows with every second, whether near you or not. I don't say it because I'm sure you'd feel uncomfortable if I did, knowing your situation, so I write it and hope that the day will soon come when you say "I'd love to hear you say those three words you are so fond of writing to me". To look into your beautiful eyes and tell you "I Love You" as you nod and whisper the same in return to me will be heavenly.
I was hoping to hear from you this afternoon but didn't, I suppose you're busy. I left a text message to call me, maybe you didn't get it yet. Once again, as in the last message written below, I hope all is well with you and you're not sick or in any way troubled. If you get a chance, at your earliest convenience, please contact me, I do truly love the sound of your voice, your melodic laugh, the wonderful things you say.
By the way, I wrote another night last week: '47' is up, short but lovingly written to and for you. I'll close out for now as I'm missing you and loving you more than ever, Gorgeous. XOXO
Good Afternoon Gorgeous,
I was sure I would hear from you this morning, when I didn't I was certain you'd call at noon but then when you didn't I was beginning to get worried. I checked online several times, you weren't on. Thinking perhaps you had forgotten to charge the phone over the weekend, I got in the car and started to head up the road so I'd be nearer to you when you called after work, maybe even have a chance to see you for a minute thinking if you knew I was nearby you'd stop by. But before I did I rode past your house and saw your car home.
Not having any contact is always troublesome since you mean the world to me, not knowing why you were home early or maybe even all day has me wondering if you are ok. I hope you're not sick and that all is well. I don't remember you telling me you'd be off on this day. While I know why you haven't contacted me and understand why, I want you to know I'm here for you, anytime, whenever you need me for anything I can possibly do for you or give to you to help you if you need it or want it. I just hope you're well, you're safe and you're not troubled. Maybe I'll hear from you tomorrow? I sure hope so. I Miss You, I Love You. Hugs and Kisses....
It was a wonderful surprise and a treat to hear from you and be able to talk with you for a few minutes. I was hoping to run into you last night but didn't so I just wanted to let you know I was thinking of you and missing you. Although in a crowd of people with many of them friends or acquaintances, still I was as lonely as I've ever felt without you nearby. Just knowing you're there in the same room is enough to make my heart sing with joy!
You've seen this before...
I came across this again yesterday, I've seen it before too, of course, but haven't put it up on these pages. I was well into the writing of what began as my fantasy of 'Us' before I saw it for the first time. So many of these lines are true when it comes to how I think, how I feel and why it is I've fallen in love with you and dream of the day you know you have also fallen in love with me. It's almost as if this is a directive to you to realize that this person is out there and does actually exist. Of course, I see that person for you as being me.
I want to know all of these things about you, everything there is to know about you. I've even asked you your favorite color, your answer at the time was you didn't really have a favorite. So, as I look through the photos I see that you wear all colors of the rainbow with many variations, lots of pastels, black and white. Always, you're gorgeous regardless of the color or kind of outfit: winter, summer, morning, evening, dressy or casual, you wear them all well and you're stunning at all times.
You already know how much I love to make you laugh so I can hear it, you should also know how I can hardly contain myself with the thought of being able to put my head on your chest to hear your heart beat and dream of the day when I can. I've also written on these pages about how I long for the day we can kiss where we want, whenever we want; how I would never hurt you in any way, think you're absolutely perfect and want to wake up with you next to me for the rest of my life. And yes, I know, I skipped the one about "fall in love with someone who makes you question why you were afraid to fall in love in the first place". The day I hear you say "I love you" to me is the day I'll know you've stopped questioning all that we can be or could be or would be and begin to live what we should be. I miss you so much it hurts; I love you more now than two minutes ago and will be even more in love with you two minutes from now. Talk soon, Gorgeous...
Hello again Gorgeous,
Another lonely weekend without seeing you or hearing from you. I just wanted to let you know I'm thinking of you and missing you, really missing you this night. It will be so nice to hear your voice again, hopefully Monday morning. Sweet dreams, sleep peacefully and know I'm here for you if you need anything, anytime. Good night Sweetness...
Your Sweet Gorgeousness,
Such a treat to hear from you, to hear your lovely voice and wonderful laugh four times in two days. To listen to your words expressing how you feel, how you wish we were together and how you wonder when that will happen makes my heart beat faster, my love for you grow even more than I ever thought was possible and my dream of 'US' draw ever closer. Dear Lord, I do love you so! Hopefully we'll be able to talk soon and see each other very soon. Just know that every second of my existence includes thoughts of you, dreams of you and hopes of 'US'. Sweet dreams, my Love. Sleep well...
Loved the picture. You can call anytime you'd like. Really miss you, can't wait to hear your voice, hopefully see you, too. Talk soon! Love YOU! Hugs and Kisses, XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO.
Hey there Gorgeous,
Just a quick note to let you know how much of a treat it was to chat with you for a few minutes the other night. To know that you're thinking of me while away really made my week. It's depressing not having you near, not hearing your beautiful voice and wonderful laugh, yet I'm okay with it because I know it must be this way for now. To know that one day I'll be holding you in my arms as often as I want, whenever I want because you want me to be holding you is such a fantastic dream, it's what I live for. I can't wait to hear your voice again, to see you will be heavenly. Miss you and love you. Sweet dreams...
Only away from me for a few days so far and I miss you so very much. I know you're enjoying yourself and I'm glad you are, happy for you that you've had this chance to get away. Always on my mind, in my heart and my soul are you, yesterday, today and forever. Be well and be safe. I miss you so much because I love you even more. Talk later...
Hello again Gorgeous,
The phone must have died and we got cut off. I love it that you called me, love that we had as much time to talk as we did and I am loving what you're telling me in our conversations. To hear you say those wonderful words, sharing your thoughts and knowing that it's me you're wishing to be with, is so much a part of my dream of 'Us' coming true. I would liked to have heard the rest of what you were saying after "snow covered...cardinal in the tree...". Maybe we can take up where we left off tomorrow morning if you get a chance to recharge the battery. I miss you and love you. Talk soon...
I received your text this morning much later than the time you sent it, my phone was on the charger and not in my possession. I replied as soon as I saw it, about an hour and a half later but since I haven't heard from you I can only assume your window to answer was over by the time I responded. I am sorry, you know how much I love it when I can talk to you personally. I hesitated about replying at all in case the phone would beep at an inopportune time if you had forgotten to turn it off and I didn't want to call that much after the text for that very reason also. I would rather not talk to you, feel that emptiness inside whenever I don't have any contact with you, than have you be troubled or worried that you may have to answer for a mistake that I made. I hope you're doing well and we can be in touch very soon, hopefully tomorrow morning. I miss you and love you. Talk soon...